Baz\u0131 insanlar vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Yan\u0131nda olmaktan huzur duydu\u011funuz, ruhunuzun boydan boya y\u0131kand\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u00fcvenle dalabilece\u011finiz berrak ve p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l bir okyanus misali, derinlere dald\u0131k\u00e7a daha iyi tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda kendinizi bo\u015f hissetti\u011finiz, sesinde g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcnde bar\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 tatl\u0131 dinginlikle rahatlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, sanatla toplumu birle\u015ftirici hi\u00e7 bitmeyen \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 i\u00e7in oradan oraya ko\u015fturan tela\u015f\u0131 sizi o sonsuz ya\u015fam enerjisi ve heyecan\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekip motive eden, i\u00e7i d\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir, samimiyetin, candanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, yard\u0131mseverli\u011fin ne oldu\u011funu hayata kar\u015f\u0131 duru\u015fuyla, sade varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla bizlere g\u00f6steren bir iyilik mele\u011fi.. Bir dostluk abidesi..<\/p>\n
Bir sivil toplum g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcs\u00fc.. Bir sevgi insan\u0131.. Bir iyi insan..<\/p>\n
Ve dolay\u0131s\u0131yla da mesle\u011finin divas\u0131..<\/p>\n
\u00c7o\u011funuzun bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 okuyunca hemen ismini telaffuz etti\u011finizi duyar gibiyim.<\/p>\n
Yine usta \u015fair Can Y\u00fccel\u2019in \u201csevdi\u011fin kadar sevilirsin\u201d dedi\u011fi gibi bir dizesinde, t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyas\u0131 sevgi olan bu g\u00fczel insan\u0131n dostu ve seveninin \u00e7ok olmas\u0131n\u0131n, ad\u0131n\u0131 hemen telaffuz edebilmenizde pay\u0131 \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015f\u00fcphesiz..<\/p>\n
Evet, Esin YILMAZ…
\n– diye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m Yeni As\u0131r\u2019dan Sevgili Erkin Abi\u2019nin \u201cErkin Usman\u2019la Bu Pazar\u201d adl\u0131 k\u00f6\u015fesine g\u00f6nderdi\u011fim yaz\u0131mda.. Tarih 20 \u015eubat\u2019t\u0131..<\/p>\n
Bir di\u011fer dost ve g\u00fczel insan Sabah \u015earda\u011f\u2019\u0131n da s\u0131k\u0131 takibiyle \u0130zmir B\u00fcy\u00fck\u015fehir Belediye Ba\u015fkan\u0131 Aziz Kocao\u011flu\u2019nun e\u015fi Sevgili T\u00fcrkeg\u00fcl Kocao\u011flu\u2019nun deste\u011fiyle tarihi Ayavukla Kilisesi\u2019nde tahsis edilen salonda\u00a0\u201cEsin Y\u0131lmaz Moda M\u00fczesi\u201d<\/strong>ni hayata ge\u00e7irecek olmam\u0131z\u0131n heyecan\u0131, O\u2019na da moral ve motivasyon sa\u011flayabilece\u011fi inanc\u0131yla yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m sat\u0131rlar\u0131 zor g\u00fcnlerinde hastanede ona en iyi \u015fekilde refakat eden sevgili Ay\u015fe okumu\u015f ve sevin\u00e7le beni aram\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Aram\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ancak ilk y\u0131k\u0131m benim i\u00e7in o g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeyle ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Can\u0131m Esin\u2019im benimle sizli bizli konu\u015fuyordu, haf\u0131zas\u0131 belli ki biraz bulan\u0131kt\u0131. Hi\u00e7 bozuntuya vermeden onunla ayn\u0131 samimiyetimizle konu\u015fup kapatt\u0131m telefonu ama hi\u00e7 beklemedi\u011fim bu ani de\u011fi\u015fimle y\u00fczle\u015fmek beni \u015foke etti.<\/p>\n Ertesi g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde ise olmad\u0131k isimleri hat\u0131rlay\u0131p s\u00f6yleyecek kadar berrak bir haf\u0131zayla beni kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131, sevincimden deliye d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Arada bu \u015fekilde k\u0131sa s\u00fcreli minik bulan\u0131kl\u0131klar ba\u015f g\u00f6sterir olmu\u015ftu.\u00a0\u201cHadi \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor muyuz Aylin, g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor musun beni evime?\u201d diye her sesleni\u015fi i\u00e7imi par\u00e7al\u0131yordu. \u201cO g\u00fczel teras\u0131nda bir daha oturamayaca\u011f\u0131m galiba, \u00e7\u0131kabilir miyim o basamaklar\u0131 sence, ya evimi g\u00f6rebilecek miyim dersin?\u201d<\/p>\n Kahreden sorular her gidi\u015fimde beynime ok gibi saplan\u0131yordu. Sanki olamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordu da bizlerin tepkisini \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcml\u00fcyordu bu sorular\u0131yla, zira her \u015feyin fark\u0131ndayd\u0131, ac\u0131 olan da buydu..<\/p>\n Halbuki daha d\u00fcn gibiydi.. \u00c7ok yak\u0131n arayla kaybetti\u011fimiz ve kadere bak\u0131n ki \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00fcn evinde bulu\u015fup g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek \u00fczere randevula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m ama ne ac\u0131d\u0131r ki Hocazade\u2019de bulu\u015ftu\u011fumuz bir ba\u015fka de\u011fer, sevgili \u00dcmran Baradan\u2019a yaz\u0131n birlikte ziyaretimiz..<\/p>\n O\u2019nu Istanbul\u2019a u\u011furlamamdan az \u00f6nceydi. Telefonda gidece\u011fimi s\u00f6yleyince gelmek istemi\u015f, \u201cbirlikte gidelim\u201d demi\u015fti. O g\u00fcn\u00fc de hi\u00e7 unutamam.<\/p>\n \u0130kisinin de hastal\u0131klar\u0131na ra\u011fmen dirayetleri, hayata h\u00fckmetme ve \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131na kesintisiz devam etmeye dair insan\u00fcst\u00fc gayretleri takdire \u015fayand\u0131. Bizlere, t\u00fcm insanl\u0131\u011fa \u00f6rnekti. Hastal\u0131klar\u0131ndan bahsederken dahi ikisinin de dimdik duru\u015flar\u0131na yans\u0131mayan ama ses tonlar\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6ken h\u00fcz\u00fcn, her \u015feye ra\u011fmen iyi olacaklar\u0131na olan inanc\u0131 per\u00e7inliyordu. O iki saate yak\u0131n s\u00fcre, o koyu ve keyifli sohbetimiz, e\u015fsiz ve doyumsuzdu. Me\u011fer bu iki de\u011ferin bir arada oldu\u011fu son bulu\u015fmaym\u0131\u015f..<\/p>\n Ard\u0131ndan gitmeyi \u00e7ok istedi\u011fi ve heyecanla haz\u0131rland\u0131\u011f\u0131 Istanbul\u2019a hem ada havas\u0131 almas\u0131 hem de moda g\u00fcnlerini takip etmesi i\u00e7in u\u011furlad\u0131m O\u2019nu.. Evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z ve h\u0131zla valizini toparlay\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z, evi kontrol edi\u015fimiz daha d\u00fcn gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde, o tela\u015f aras\u0131nda laptop ayarlar\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131p izleyemedi\u011fi defile g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclerini bile araya s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p, izlettirmi\u015ftim O\u2019na.. Sevincini ve co\u015fkusunu g\u00f6rmek d\u00fcnyalara bedeldi.<\/p>\n Istanbul\u2019dayken her telefon g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemizde G\u00fcndo\u011fdu Rotary Kul\u00fcb\u00fc ve Konak Belediyesi i\u015fbirli\u011finde d\u00fczenlenecek \u201cCumhuriyet Kad\u0131nlar\u0131 Defilesi\u201d i\u00e7in yap\u0131lacaklara dair g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f al\u0131\u015fveri\u015finde bulunuyor, defile heyecan\u0131na ve Istanbul\u2019daki temaslar\u0131na, ya\u015fam sevincine \u015fahit oluyordum, tabi benim \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131ma, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131ma ve yapt\u0131klar\u0131ma dair ne varsa her zamanki gibi benden rapor almaktan da geri kalm\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n Ve d\u00f6nd\u00fc.. Defile bitti, kal\u00e7as\u0131ndaki kemi\u011fin k\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131yla ertesi g\u00fcn apar topar hastaneye kald\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131 bir oldu, daha o g\u00fczel defilenin sarho\u015flu\u011fu bitmeden gelen bu ani geli\u015fmeye dair \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma ra\u011fmen 15-20 g\u00fcne toparlar ve \u00e7\u0131kar diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n Tam 5 ay kald\u0131. \u0130lk zamanlar her \u015fey normal seyrinde gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor, aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p y\u00fcr\u00fcme egzersizleri yapt\u0131r\u0131l\u0131yordu ama baca\u011f\u0131na tak\u0131lan destek aparat, O\u2019na \u00e7ok rahats\u0131zl\u0131k veriyordu, zorlay\u0131nca can\u0131 yan\u0131yordu. \u0130\u015ftah\u0131 yerindeydi, her gitti\u011fimde mutlaka g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm en sevdi\u011fi kazandibi tatl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 be\u011feniyle yiyordu. Ama zaman da ge\u00e7iyordu, eve \u00e7\u0131kamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc ve bu O\u2019nu \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcyordu. Tek istedi\u011fi bir an \u00f6nce evine gidebilmekti.<\/p>\n Ve bir zaman sonra o y\u00fcrek oynatan kan ihtiyac\u0131 ve anonslar\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131. B Rh+ kana ihtiya\u00e7 vard\u0131, stoklar t\u00fckeniyordu zira hemen her g\u00fcn takviye yap\u0131l\u0131yordu. O kadar \u00e7ok \u201cesasl\u0131\u201d dostu, seveni vard\u0131 ki, bu her \u015feyden \u00f6nce O\u2019nun iyili\u011finden, melek ki\u015fili\u011finden, insan gibi insan olmas\u0131ndand\u0131. H\u0131zla etraf\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 seferber ediyor ve gerekli kanlar\u0131 tedarik etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorduk. Art\u0131k ondan ve sevgili Ay\u015fe\u2019den gelen her telefon bir y\u00fcrek oynamas\u0131yd\u0131, iyi haber almay\u0131 bir tarafa b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f, k\u00f6t\u00fc habere alo dememek i\u00e7in dua eder olmu\u015ftuk.<\/p>\n Ve an geldi, o asla konduramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zihin bulan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da ara ara yoklar oldu ama fark edebilmek zordu, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ya\u015fam enerjisine son g\u00fcc\u00fcne kadar h\u00fckmedip, iyile\u015fmek i\u00e7in direnen bir Amazon vard\u0131, bu musibet hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda.. Ama yetmedi.. 1 Nisan\u2019da da en k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015fakas\u0131n\u0131 yaparak bize veda etti. Alsancak\u2019taki son bulu\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131n ard\u0131ndan G\u00fczelbah\u00e7e\u2019deki ilk bulu\u015fmam\u0131za, O\u2019nu kalplerimizin en derinlerine u\u011furlamaya giderken o \u00f6nde biz arkas\u0131nda zihnimden t\u00fcm bu kareler ge\u00e7ti.\u00a0\u00c7ok istedi\u011fi Esin Y\u0131lmaz Moda M\u00fczesi\u2019ni g\u00f6remedi.<\/p>\n Ama biz g\u00f6sterece\u011fiz, bir an \u00f6nce m\u00fczesini a\u00e7\u0131p O\u2019na arma\u011fan edece\u011fiz. Birbirinden k\u0131ymetli kost\u00fcmlerini, tel k\u0131rmalar\u0131n\u0131, otantik e\u015fsiz eserlerini, Esin Y\u0131lmaz ruhunu m\u00fczesinde ya\u015fataca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n Hatta O\u2019na buradan ayna tutarak, O\u2019nun gibi insan, O\u2019nun gibi dost, O\u2019nun gibi yarat\u0131c\u0131, O\u2019nun gibi yorulmaz, O\u2019nun gibi \u00fcretken, O\u2019nun gibi berrak, O\u2019nun gibi samimi, O\u2019nun gibi yard\u0131msever, O\u2019nun gibi yal\u0131n, O\u2019nun gibi g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc, O\u2019nun gibi h\u00fcmanist, O\u2019nun gibi fark yaratan, O\u2019nun gibi duyarl\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da g\u00f6sterece\u011fiz.<\/p>\n Ancak O\u2019nun hep s\u00f6yledi\u011fi gibi, baz\u0131 insan tiplerine de dikkat edece\u011fiz, hi\u00e7bir \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc i\u00e7imize atmamaya, \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fclerimizin bizi hasta edecek derecede etkilemesine de izin vermemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n Ve ben Esin\u2019im; att\u0131\u011f\u0131m her ad\u0131mda, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m her harekette, her g\u00fcn her dua etti\u011fimde\u00a0seni \u00f6zl\u00fcyor olaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n Aylin ONART <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Esin Y\u0131lmaz, cand\u0131r Baz\u0131 insanlar vard\u0131r. Yan\u0131nda olmaktan huzur duydu\u011funuz, ruhunuzun boydan boya y\u0131kand\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u00fcvenle dalabilece\u011finiz berrak ve p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"default","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"set","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[73],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-338","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-makaleler-tr-makaleler-tr"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/seal.ergucu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/338","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/seal.ergucu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/seal.ergucu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/seal.ergucu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/seal.ergucu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=338"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/seal.ergucu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/338\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":342,"href":"https:\/\/seal.ergucu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/338\/revisions\/342"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/seal.ergucu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=338"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/seal.ergucu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=338"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/seal.ergucu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=338"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nOnu evden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve keyifle birlikte oldu\u011fumuz Yeni As\u0131r TV\u2019deki \u201cG\u00fcncel Bak\u0131\u015f\u201d program\u0131m\u0131za konuk edi\u015fimiz..<\/p>\n
\nFevkalade mutluydu ama \u00e7ok yoruldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Dinlenmi\u015fti ancak moda g\u00fcnleri takibi ve g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerin yo\u011fun temposu haliyle yormu\u015ftu O\u2019nu, ama defile haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131 vard\u0131, durup soluklanma zaman\u0131 de\u011fildi. Kusursuz olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in var g\u00fcc\u00fcyle \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve 25 Ekim\u2019de o muhte\u015fem defilesini ayakta alk\u0131\u015flanarak, ad\u0131na yaz\u0131lan \u015fiirler okunarak tamamlad\u0131. Sevinci, heyecan\u0131, \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fclmeye de\u011ferdi. Tek dikkatimi \u00e7eken defile sonras\u0131 foto\u011fraflara bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda keskinle\u015fen y\u00fcz ifadesiydi. Yorgunlu\u011funa vermi\u015ftim. Me\u011fer bu, son defilesiymi\u015f..<\/p>\n
\nHer gidi\u015fimde biraz daha yorgun, biraz daha y\u0131lg\u0131n, biraz daha bitkindi. Son hastane ziyaretimde i\u00e7irmek istedi\u011fim sudan bir damlay\u0131 dahi zor yuttu. O \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi kazandibinden sadece bir ka\u015f\u0131k yiyebildi. G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm en bitkin haliydi, kahrolmak i\u00e7in de yeterdi. 4 g\u00fcn sonra \u201colmas\u0131 gereken her \u015fey yap\u0131ld\u0131\u201d denilerek hastaneden taburcu oldu, \u00e7ok istedi\u011fi evine sonunda kavu\u015ftu ama sadece 24 saat evinin havas\u0131n\u0131 soluyabildi.<\/p>\n
\n18 Nisan 2011<\/p>\n